AHHHH...insomnia....my good ol friend...tis good to see u again. i cannot lay, still and pretend, i am sleeping...but u know this! u thrive on the ability to keep me....awake, tired and alive!..somtimes small teazes...little doses, of ...sleep..... oh..u r a prick! i need to be awake, and on eastern time in the morning....and yes, u know this.... i need to be alert, cohearent, and on the ball...and yes you know this.. u want me to swollow...small colorfull candy coated pills, we call the sand man...and know that i cannot...because, they kill my manic.they steal the plot(cant even smoke pot)..they kill my go go gwamba go! even my sleep movies are not working tonight...u know this, what is it...about keeping me awake that u enjoy so.... is it funny to u....mr. insomnia...or is it just a job, like any other, that u must preform, to get payed.....do u get paid in sleep...is that it>?

u know how precious sleep is....so thats why u r so good at keeping me awake.... or do u not sleep...ever?....there are times u let me sleep, and, it is the sleep of kings....R.E.M....my closest night time friend....the friend u are good at turning away. what do u say, to him...R.E.M....TO MAKE HIM TURN AWAY,WHEN I NEED HIM IN THE WORST WAY? i will dose, at the moment i am supoze, to be getting up, and getting it done!...but instead, today...i will tunnle vision away!...listening to a confrence call...missing the pass, dropping the ball...but in the end...sinking, the hoop that will win.....and manic will take over...kick u n your sober ass....and another day will slip away...untill...its time...to sleep! then again,  i will sleep not!, for sleep cant be bought, only sold....at the Rx, down by the waffle hole, in between...reality, and dreams......its the crazyest thing..... mabey u are manic in disguise...pretending, u r my friend, then slipping away, to make that awfull change..into the thing, that steals my sleep.........and awake ill lay......its so fuckin played....but what can i do..i am connected to you, you and your spazmatick thundercloud, of piss, and shit....you let the sleep in, when i sit...at a place where i need to wear my game face! u r an asshole....who-ever you are...insomnia...or manic,bi-polar......warden of the sleepless prison. i have no choice...and a very small voice, in the confinds of my large hairy  head..some nights i wish i were dead.....for then at least.... i would........................................................................................................sleep! sleep...even the werd makes me sick....its like starving, and sitting in front of a silver tray,  the cooked goose that lays the golden egg... but when u take a bite...no taste, no delight...when u try to smell...no aroma no melatonin.. am i asleep right now....and dreaming of not sleeping...u have done that before.... or the dreaded...sleeping, but dreaming, i am awake but cant move...paralized, dream of fucktasious gore!!! there is someone there...right next to my bed, but i cant turn my head...i cant, see the face...its getting closer, and wants to harm... but fuck, i cant even move my arm..... and "bam"...i am awake...looking, searching....eyes, wide, protruding, and then....in a new york second, the face is right in front of mine...i wake again... is this real...am i realy awake...i guess i am... turn around, and there is that awfull face, frozen, in zero-audio scream.... and i awake again...yes this goes on.. somtimes....10 times...its the very worsest thing...u do...its worse, than no sleep at all...those horrible dreams...and i know your laffing! u misserable fuck! i made a shrine to u...to show, respect, to your gloom....i rang the gong...burned incense, and oil...said the words, said them twice.. and either...u didnt care, or just werent there....but u know this... u sit upon a thrown of lies....u have the power to hipnotize, but not the good hypnotick stream....the one with hurtfull harmfull things...beaming into my brain...making me think i am insain...mabye i am.....not....u fuck wad punk! if i could grab u i would, and break your eyelids off, and chew them into a fleshy goo.....so u could never blink again.....but u know this! so hide....hide, wear your hey-sues disguise...one fish two fish red fish blew....my brains out with a ball point pen...and ill do it again...cuz on paper, it never....hurts, well sort of....but only my wrist, from holding the pistol...where i keep the ball-piont pen...so i can draw it from within......but u know this too....u know everything ...i do...... and worst of all....u know when night falls....or even in the day, when my body is done and in pain..... u wont let me ...sleep.....the thing i miss the most...its such a simple thing.....sleep.....untill, u dont get it, untill u cant have it....untill there is no way, u will let me slip away.. then it becomes the most complicated, precious thing of all......... but u know this.....and wont....let.....me..................................................SLEEP! U R...THE TRUE LATENIGHT,EARLY MORNING CREEP! all i can do...is know these things of "you"!...but cant change...rearange, just point, click, write...blame... haha...it just does no good....only an empty fuck you...u wont reply, there i will lie...untill, the statick from the radio alarm hits my in-tuned ears.. so not hip, im loosin grip...my eyes are hevy...but as soon as i hit the pillow......they clang wide open, like hydrolick powerd metal doors ov destruction!!! yea,,,today, ill kick ass, just look at my past..u cant take that away, u cant fuck with what i say, u just add a tyerd slurr....and a "what was that again...sorry didnt hear you" when of course i did...but just couldent connect the words,,,,,couldent understand the verbs...... ill go now, and lay, but wont slip away......wont.....sleep......wont, get to sleep...... tomarow is here.....just round the corner, time to preform, time to get it on...it wont be lomg.....but i wont sleep..not tonight , not to0day......and u know this! u fuckin asshole of assholes...sleep killer, asshole....u r an asshole! and i would kiss your asshole...if u let...me.....sleep! ~g~