wow, what a trippy day....

i feel so loved, by...being..hated!

my publisist and i were, just crusing around the net....and decided we would compile a list of websites, created with the soul purpose, to try and fuck with me!...now be careful, luckilly i pay big bucks for saftey features ..to prevent bad things from gettin me out there on the web....but , some of these sites, are set up, to whack your commputer if u click on them.

all these peepl are putting bogus info out there!...they dont know me, and they dont know anything about me!

the thing that it does...is keep my name alive!

more and more websites with my name on them!...now, this takes time, and effort, even money.....thats not hate...thats love!

like i said..i feel love, and all of this stuff is great fodder for my book!

i was once in , one of the most influencial metal bands on the planet"DEFIANCE" we came up with the label "SPEED METAL" and it didnt mean..fast....it meant, krell, crank, meth, ice.....u cant hert me with facts peepl allready know!...yes..i was a crankster at one point...and i did alot.....buckets full!, we knew a guy who made the best shit around, and he would give us az much as we wanted!

so waaaaaa....did i just bust your dirt bubbl.....boo hoo!

yes ive done time, yes, i was institutionalized, yes....i committed the most hanious of crimes...didnt mean to, it was a fight that went too far!

all this is my past, i am not affraid of my past...i have learned from it....and it has made me who i am today!...who is that?, a very carring, loving family man, who thinks about others feelings, and dosent judge anyone for anything!

my brother is in the pen right now!...i wont tell u what for, its nonyabizzness.....my father was in the pen. my family history is sorted!

but it is the past...i live in the future.....trying to do the best i can, in a crazy bizzness..

u can hold these things over my head till i am dead, and u christians, who point your finger, and judge me so very hard......do u read the bible?  i have, and if i remember right it does say.."JUDGE NOT LEEST YEE BE JUDGED YOURSELF"....

i am not perfect, nor do i pretend to be....

i am just me....u dont have to like me, my music, my art, anything about me......

but why judge what i am doing now, on my past?

i have forgiven myself......and have been forgiven by others, who i have wronged.

now i live my life...."DO UNTO OTHERS, AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO TO YOU"!

is this a tangent, a sparatic ramble.......a somewhat lame attempt, at firing back....

no....just laying it out there.....if u want to know somthing about me...ask......dont believe evrything you read about me!

i try and be very honest here in my blogs...i have layed things out , that i have never layed out before!......

mabey to help, mabey, just to be intertaining...i dont know!

but in closing this jibratical, mumbo jumbo...i would like to say.....thank you, to all that have taken the time to create these websites........you give me strength!

~g~