not doin the greatest today.....

i feel death, i feel it surounding me, smothering me..i am not affrain of death, i dont like it, when it happens to people that are not ready for it....and it comes out of nowhere.....effecting many,

jelouse in a way, just because life is pain, and it has to be better on the other side, even if the other side has is nothing...it is rest!....i dont know, kinda in a nhaze, just not feeling life today!.....

just one of those, grey sky, dull rainy nhothing days.....

hope yours is better!

~g~